Like the other one said: "Feelings"
I do have feelings... They do mess me all up but day by day I try to understand them and myself.
Unfortunaly, we can't choose what we feel. I'd like to be able to do it and "I try, try, I really try" to BUT I CAN'T! Why are we so strange, why are we so uncapable, why can't we all be like mosquitos that only breed and suck blood for a living? That would certainly be nice...
I'm starting to think I think too much. I should let the sun come up and down everyday without thinking "why in the hell do we call time to that" but wondering instead what I am going to have for breakfast! I wake up at night because I'm just dreaming with what I feel and then I just can't go back to sleep because I start to think about why do I feel it and why was I thinking about it!! Please... All Mighty Brain, me wants to be a kid again. Me doesn't want responsabilities. Me wants to be forced to eat soup by my mummy. Me wants bars around my bed. Me wants diapers to hold my poopy. Me doesn't want to grow up!
Are retards happy? I think they are... Have you ever seen a depressive person who didn't have responsabilities or just didn't think about his life? In fact, do we even know what happiness is? Do we try to be happy? Do we live to be happy? Happiness is an ephemeral thing... We become happy when we won a game but then happiness fades away... We become happy when we win the lottery but then happiness... PUFF! We become happy if we beat a world record but then... Off with the happiness!
I don't want to feel what I feel and I want to feel what I can't feel... What can I do? And don't you want to be able to work that way too? Damn... I want wings to be like a chicken!
Please Mr This Feeling... Just give me a never ending pool and I won't bore you again!
posted by O Ser Humano @ 1:44 a.m.
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"Please... All Mighty Brain, me wants to be a kid again. Me doesn't want responsabilities. Me wants to be forced to eat soup by my mummy. Me wants bars around my bed. Me wants diapers to hold my poopy. Me doesn't want to grow up!"
Bill Maher's advice: Suicide is man's way of telling God "You can´t fire me, I quit".
If You could be a Kid again your Going to wish to be a grown up again...
So if you have to be that way remeber that responsabilities are only responasbilities if you want them to be.You could do what ever you want with the responasabilities, you could even have fun, laugh but never forget to add a pinch of Crazyness... the ones you cant have fun with, just forget them, dont obey!!! Hard,??
Yap, of course it is.. its hard to go back thinking like a kid when your all grown up. You Could be WHO ever you want to be... You just have to have the Will!!
Interesting... That is what happens ze when we grow up, and we can't help it. We live from one happy moment to the other, and inbetween is sadness. When we were children, everything made us happy. Now we have bigger things we want, bigger responsibilities come with these things. The only thing we can try to achieve, is to have as many happy moments in our life as possible. Small things make me happy, and being with the ppl i love makes me happy. When I get children i will be on top of the world.
Dear Anonymous, it's the inbetween that really concerns me... Because most of the time we are there!
I'm not afraid to have responsabilities... I've been taught since i was a kid to try to be as responsable as I could! And that was good... I remember things I've done since I was 2 years old that slowly started making me a man to endure life.
I remember that when I was 5 I cried for happiness for the first time in my life! And I still remember why I did it, exactly where I was and who hugged me then! And I've only had that reaction two more times in my journey... That was happiness! But I also remember the way I was feeling before the crying scene...
"Small things make me happy, and being with the ppl i love makes me happy. When I get children i will be on top of the world."
You are here talking about what you feel... You'll have great responsabilities when you have kids but the feeling "love" will top them and you'll have the strenght to keep up with things! I think differently about kids... but probably someday I'll write about it too...
To sum things up: what I feel and the way I see things is the truly issue in me! We can live with responsabilities but can you stand what you feel inside you?
What do u actually mean? That u see things in a negative perspective? Are you a pessimist? U mean u feel bad when u have responsibilities? :s
If u say that u analyze too much, and think about things too much, well then who doesn't... At least I do. That is often a problem, but hey, we can't change who we are.
I didn't say I am a pessimist... :) And we got to have responsabilities to grow up! Because we certainly must be grown ups in this world... But don't we all want to get away from them sometimes? I do! Although I'm not a flasher... =D
But yeah... I do think that I analyze things too much! That's just the way it is... And right now dear Anonymous, I'm on the run to find out who you are! We have to have goals in life... ;p
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